There was a point in my life where I wanted to join the army so badly as a solider/field agent or a pilot in the airforce. Just the thought of the independence, the adrenaline rush, the strict rules, the exercise/fitness appealed to me. I also thought it was really cool how they follow an order of operations like with the rankings and stuff. Anyway, these dreams and options were shattered and out of the picture when my mum said that I was a girl and should have a more lady like job, that its immoral to kill others and that she would never approve of it. Then not only that I was told by others I’m too little and weak to endure/cope with such a high level of fitness. So there went that vision.
